English? Yes, now I write my entry in English. Do someone like to critic my words? Okay, go on. At least I know that I still have a weakness and have a tend to improve my words and I’m not the person who are arrogant and also known as “Bodoh sombong". I am not familiar with English, so to my entire follower, don’t worry because I still use my primary language in most of my entry. Wow, a very long time I’ve been not writing in English. I thought some of you must be think that I am the one who have no identity because of my way of writing and my style. Maybe I admit it because even I am doesn’t know what the style of my writing. I told all of you that in my writing, there are a lot of error such as grammatical error ,vocabulary, and tenses. There’s also a lot of fragment and runs-on error (this is what you’ve learn in Technical Communication right?). So if you got me too many wrong please tell me and if some of you feel my word here is annoying, it doesn’t matter. You can just ignore this entry.
Okay, back to the main topic. I like want to discuss about the equilibrium in our life. What is equilibrium? Someone says that it is same as a balance in all things. What? Look like simple uneducated answer? Never mind, as long as the other understands the meaning it is acceptable for me. For now I would like to give the meaning in student scope. Equilibrium can give a wide explanation, for example, we must follow the equilibrium in whatever we do, such as not too much eat nor less, not too much playing but doesn’t mean to avoid it. Equilibrium in study means we not must too hard studying and spent all of our time to study without take a rest. We must spent our time to use in other way such as playing, take a rest, and other thing that not related to academic.
The first situation that make me think about this matter is when I unable to answer the fifth paper in examination. Before the examination day I was tried to study hardly because I does not know how to study smartly in the limited time remaining. So I take the word “equilibrium” in my way of study. So, I’m not study but just reviewing the important point that we spot according to the hint that my classmate got from the trusted source. But, when in the examination time, all of single word that I’ve learns on the day before like disappear and I do not know how to answer the question properly. This situation makes me feel more nervous, uncomfortable and also a lot of regret. I feel that I waste my whole semester because of this mistake.
After that I think again, “it is usable for the equilibrium's concept for final exam? After the day of the fifth until now, I’m still thinking of my mistake in fifth paper. I do not know if it affects my next two papers. I think it affect my concentration and spirit to face the next exam days. (This entry looks like you are not talking too much about the main topic but a way to express your depression)
P/s: There is someone encourage me to improve my English. Do you know who?